2010年10月20日

Someday

After swimming in the ocean of tears for one month, she felt exhausted and empty as nothing left in her heart. Then she stopped crying. She found she could not cry anymore.

She has no idea about what she wants and what she wants to do. She feels like that she doesn't own anything except for a broken heart. She lives everyday with thinking nothing but what to eat while hungry. She spends all night in front of TV and cannot sleep without alcohol. She laughs but doesn’t feel happy. She works hard in order to spending every second during a long day.

Living as a dead body, she is unsure what day she will be whom she was. But she knows she will, someday.